Nyxus writes over at the crossdreaming subreddit:
"I'm not entirely sure if this is the right subreddit, but I at least feel it fits best here? I really just don't know if I am trans or not. I am (very) into the thought of being a woman (girl?) on a sexual level, but beyond that, I just don't know.
"I'm not entirely sure if this is the right subreddit, but I at least feel it fits best here? I really just don't know if I am trans or not. I am (very) into the thought of being a woman (girl?) on a sexual level, but beyond that, I just don't know.
Anytime I think about my life, if I were a woman instead, I only think of enjoying it as much, or more. That said I am not unhappy being a man at all. To the point where I think I'd enjoy being a man the rest of my life, more than I would enjoy being a trans woman (I'm not sure if that's being insensitive or bigoted, but I really hope what I'm trying to say is clear at least)....
I just don't know how I should feel about any of this. I'd say that I identify as cis straight, but at the same time I have not just imagined, but fantasized at being a woman for several years, and I can't help put wonder if I'm just ignoring what some part of my psyche is very clearly saying."